Sunday, June 16, 2013

What I Believe

Okay, I will talk about my religion or spirituality, and I will tell you how I came upon this viewpoint. I grew up in a mixed religious environment. What exactly does that mean? It means I grew up in a devoutly Catholic city- New Orleans- which is everything, but Catholic. As you may know, New Orleans is like the original Vegas...from like the 1700's. We had prostitutes, drinking, and up all night partying before Vegas was even a concept. Also, I have relatives that are Christian, Jehovah's Witness, Buddhist--oh yea, my uncle has his own temple---and just plain superstitious. I grew up with friends that were Catholic, Lutheran, Southern Baptists, Jewish, Pagan, and Wiccan (hey, it's New Orleans, I'm lucky I didn't have any vampire friends.) Pretty much I grew up with all and any religious influences you could think of, and growing up with every conflicting message and religion around, I was like, "Wait. Is this total bullshit?" Yea. Because I knew people who I thought were pretty intelligent believing in God knows what and God knows who? Literally. God knows who? So, naturally I chose to be Atheist/Agnostic.

I spent most of my college years being Atheist and feeling much smarter and superior to all those idiotic religious people. Think: snarky Asian chic who watches South Park. I, also, spent most of my college years doing stand up and studying psychology and myself going to a therapist to deal with issues I had with my parents. The more I studied science and psychology, the more patterns I saw that had to do with spirituality. I studied some Native American religions---that idea that we are all one, connected, and everything on Earth had a spirit or energy---plants, animals, etc. This seemed to make logical sense in terms of Science. The scientific idea that nothing is ever created or destroyed made sense with the cycle of life. We take energy from plant and animal matter when we eat it, poop it out, well, you get the idea. I studied Eastern religions, like Buddhism.. meditation, yoga.. It wasn't until my mid-twenties, when I started learning about transformation and religious science (NOT Scientology, not Christian Science---those are different), did I start to understand the purpose and the scientific proof for religion. Okay. So, what is it that I believe to be true?

I believe that we are all energy. Plants, animals, the Earth, the Universe, humans. I believe we are all connected, via the cycle of life. If you would like to call this energy God, that's cool. If you want to call it Mother Nature, whatever. I call it life energy/soul. I believe that there is one God and this God has been called different names and changed into different religions by HUMAN BEINGS. God doesn't say "I'm Christian. I'm Muslim. I'm Buddhist." God is God. Man. Human beings made those distinctions and some said they were "divinely lead", but again. They were human. So, we don't know that. They could've been nuts. They could have been divinely lead. We don't know that. I believe that everyone should have a spirituality. When I was Atheist, I was missing out on the connectedness of spirituality. I do believe now that religion has a purpose as long as you don't use it to further hateful biases against others. I believe you get what you give out. If you want to call this Karma or the Secret or whatever. I believe that we can create our own World/point of view from our attitude. This is called mental projection, it's a psychological thing, and I have seen it happen. Friends I know who have everything and are so negative they can't see or appreciate it, and friends I know who have nothing, but are so grateful and happy.

I believe that our purpose here on Earth is to be the best person we can be and help as many people as we can help. I don't believe we were born in sin. I think every mistake and bad thing that happens is a chance to learn something. This is provable through psychology. If a person has a trauma they will re-create that trauma until they become whole/break the cycle. (I.e. girl with abusive dad is only attracted to bad guys, etc.) Most of my spiritual "beliefs" unless most beliefs, can be proven or backed up by science and/or psychology, and that is why I believe them. The only part that can't be proven, is calling that thing "soul" or "God", but if I call it "energy" it is totally provable. I feel confident in my beliefs because I have seen them proven time and time again, and I also spent a great amount of time researching and experiencing them on an emotional level as well as logical level. I also am confident because I studied and questioned everything, not just blind following or saying "oh, I grew up like this. So, this is what I believe." Sorry, but that is called BRAINWASHING. I believe that all religious texts were written by MAN, inspired by God, but still written by man, who has flaws and their own interpretations. Therefore all religious texts are good guidelines, but are flawed because they are influenced by their human writers and should be updated to modern day, not taken literally. Oh, and if you think what I have done or believe is "wrong", guess what? In ALL the religious texts, your God only choses people that question him first. Most of the stories are of people who question their faith. Hmm....God wants people to wake up and think for themselves?? What a concept!!

Also, please do not spout religious jargon at people if you have not read your so-called religious textbook from front to back. I have read the bible, as well as other texts. Most people let their pastor/preacher/reverend/priest dictate their books to them, and have not actually read the darn thing. So, you are NOT allowed to say "the book says this" or "the book says that" if you haven't read the whole damn book yourself. Just an FYI. It's not a religious thing. It's a common sense thing. You wouldn't watch one act of a play or one chapter of Harry Potter and then pretend like you're the expert on it, but you will read a couple passages from the Koran and pretend to know what you are talking about? No. I don't think so.

Religion has always drove me nuts because I meet people who are so insanely smart, intellectually, yet their religious belief systems make no sense what so ever. You might agree with me, and you might not. That's fine, but whatever you chose to believe, make sure YOU believe it. Make sure you have read your book of worship and actually agree with something before you say, "I am [insert religion]." Cause you might get to the end of the book and there's a twist or something. Do your research. Explore other religions. Make sure you are not being brainwashed. Trust me. Your God wants you to question everything. That is how we express our individuality, by having an opinion, a viewpoint. That is true freedom because your money, home, friends, family can be taken away. Your thoughts and beliefs can not. They are yours. So, make sure what you claim you believe is true and not just a regurgitation. People have died for you to have that right. Use it.

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